Monday, February 8, 2010

Teasing tears...

Yesterday’s online Sunday class (07/02/2010) was one of the most touching ones I have watched since this January. I didn’t know what to do and how to improve myself. Like a child, I broke down. My sobs triggered to the extent of bringing migraine into my head. But I refused to take any medicines and depended entirely on the Great Light. There was a murmur felt in the head till night but I refused to acknowledge it.

It was not the migraine that is important to worry about. It was those tears……



I understood clearly that I can bear any pains without tears but not divine love. A word uttered out of divine love is very sacred for me. And yesterday’s class had lots of such moments.

I have seen defensive and offensive people in my life. I have felt pain whenever I see such egoistic and egotistic people. But very rarely do I see a person who is humble.

I wonder where I stand, what to do and how to improve myself.

Those precious tears continue to tease me….

P.S. : Picture courtesy Google Images (apologies if it is a copyrighted one)
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  1. LathaFebruary 9, 2010 at 8:21 PM

    Dear Padmaja


    When overwhelming love clouds us, we are left with no other option other than to burst out. We all are craving for his small percentage of love in our life and when we become aware that we are one among the blessed ones to realise that we are being loved, is enough reason to burst out.

    Saints say that pain is attached to our mind and it is easy for them to detach that form their body. I believe that you are going closer to that stage. Go ahead. My best wishes to you.

    The picture of the baby laughing is very cute and divine.

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